July 2009
31 posts
I Am Myself
it’s all i can be.
smelyalata
Headed into new frontiers soon. This is exciting yet frightening. What will become of us? i’m so happy here but i feel like this change would be good. Maybe this is my chance to grow up and get serious. We’ll see.
Stay Up
without my friends i’d be nothing. everyone gotten closer and i’m loving it. i have no problems or conflicts with anyone. we’re in harmony. The girl i’m in love with is a magnificent one as well. Right when i thought i’d reached the end of the line and couldn’t have failed harder, she lifted me right back up and told me not to give up. As long as she wants me...
I'm Not A Hopeless Romantic, I'm Just Romantic,...
She said i was on the right road. She said she felt something for me. Where did it all go? Where did i start to drift? Was this really just another loss?
I Don't Want A Girlfriend, I Want Her To Be My...
ive been thinking: she’s got it our for another one better than me. im usually really confident and recognize how a girl feels about me without them even telling me. I can’t crack this new case. It feels almost like a time-bomb. i cut right and wrong wires. sometimes move in the right direction and sometimes shorten the time for detonation. It’s more of a mental thing because she...
Ichiban
Kelsey koontz is #1 and only in my heart. I wish she was my girlfriend. We’d be too badass together. Its all i see. Fighting with her wouldnt even be bad cause we just end up laughing and getting over shit in 2 seconds.
All About Her
I honestly couldnt deny it to any soul. Im in love with her. It’s sad to say she hardly feels the same way. I would do anything for her. Id be down to marry this girl right now shit. I feel like our connection is super badass. We could do what we wanted, nothing would be too hard to accomplish. Id help and support her with everything ive got. Id make sure nothing ever went wrong. Id make it...
But I Adore Her...
Im watching a movie with the most wonderful girl ive ever met in my life. Yeah sounds badass but i guess not given the circumstances. Last time, we watched it in her room. This time is the living room. She is trying to avoid any direct contact with me. She just wants my company, its fine of course because i love being around her, but i want to hold her so bad. She’s sick and it bums me out...
Last Night Wasn't All So Bad
So you heard me bitch about last night. Cool. I want to let you all know that it wasn’t all shit though. Up until i made that stupid choice to listen to my parents, i was having a blast. Jamie, Nate, Ronnie, and Mark have proved to me that its still possible to count on your friends. That there are some people who value you simply for being you. I want to let them know that they can count on...
Tsunami
and it all comes crashing down. The gravitational pull she has on me is too much. I fall helpless towards her. Today was the strongest yet, but my morals kept me from getting there. Being honest and truthful have lost their touch as of late. My mother has proved to me twice in 2 days that it’s better to lie to your guardians than telling them what’s really happening. Be it what it is,...
I lost it all
Family hates me. I hate me. I love her and now she’s gone. She said she’d never be with anyone who doesnt live in her city. I dont live in her state. I still believe it would work. She said to give up. Idk maybe its time i listen. All in all its hard to be so down on myself when ive got the best of friends. Without them, im nothing. Love you all.
If Pictures Mean 1000 words
find me a picture that represents love to you. GO!
Watchazizisbored:
RAAAAAAAANDY Part 1 (Funny People)
Here’s part 1 of the Randy Documentary that Jason Woliner and I have been working on. I hope you enjoy it. More coming next week.
Coughing →
my explanation for CFK
we just wanna have some fun, we’re still young and on the run, we just wanna have some fun… Come on! Everyone! :D
Creep
someone told me i’m obsessed. i said “call it what you want, but i call it love.”
Fear
i’m afraid that you’re afraid.
“Do you think he’d be better doing what i do best?”
– Taking Back Sunday - Little Devotional
Don't Look Down On Yourself
Having a shitty life does not make you a piece of shit.
Pat-T and KRK
i love you guys, especially Kelsey cause she’s cute as hell and super nice. :P Patty bitched out on asking this new BK girl working drive-thru lol
As Badly Formatted As My Thoughts
i’ve got so much inside me reserved for you. Every time you come around i feel everything inside me screaming. Everything screaming but my mouth. I shut it now in fear of saying the wrong things. Every second spent with you is agonizing yet so peaceful. When i’m with you i feel like nothing, yet everything could go wrong at any given second. It’s beautiful in it’s own way...
I wish i did to you what you do to me
Head Over Heels
I fell head over heels (for a girl) and right onto my face.
What's The Point Of Trying?
the events that have transpired from Friday to right fucking now are some of the most epic things that happened in my life. Too bad i can’t blog. i promised the girl who holds my heart in one hand and…………… so peace
All I Got To Say Is A Big Fucking
LOL
what i did yesterday →
Lollygagging
Today was an exciting day. it’s hard to pinpoint where exactly i started since i was well up into this morning (went to sleep at 11am).
I’ll start when i woke up at 3pm. @Krownz (Adrian) had called me a number of times (so i hear) and i finally woke up and picked one up. it was late. i was planning on being up since 1pm but my body didn’t react i guess. He told me to get ready...