November 2009
29 posts
Oh Man
I am so sad. My family just left back to CA and im still in AZ. Why was this so hard this time around? More later.
Well
Here We Go
Apparently
doing everything i humanly possibly can for someone is just not enough. i’ll never be enough.
At the end of the day, I’m still the bad guy. Perfect.
About The Night
i was hyped to hang out with my friends. all day i wanted this. Actually, since yesterday i’ve been inviting everyone over but no one came.
So everyone shows up and instantly starts calling me fucking trendy and stupid bullshit that they KNOW is just gonna upset me. So i take that and i keep going you know letting it slide.
Then andrew starts with his usual hateful racist comments. One...
This is the first song that i was able to honestly...
Say Anything - Death For My Birthday
i remember...
I Sorta, Kinda, Truly, Maybe
hate you
Track 13: Persevere
Another day and still nothing from you. I wonder what you’re thinking. I wonder what you’re doing. I want to talk to you cause i miss you. Truly and dearly miss you while you gallop along merrily and erase me from your memory. Time spent without contact with you feels wasted and wrong. I wish you would just come to me. I wish you would just talk to me. I wish you’d just tell me...
Song of The Day: New Found Glory - The King of...
Track 12: Bowl Of Oranges
i know today you’ll make no effort and blame it on me. I’m holding out until you remember who’s been there for you since day one. Who has had your back through it all. Who risked and sacrificed every little thing for you. Maybe then you’ll open your eyes, realize what you’re doing, and hopefully contact me. It kills me that i miss you so much and every time i wake up...
Track 11: For The Hopeless
The future is now. It’s here. Snuck up on me sorta. I didn’t even see it come through the door. It must’ve snuck in while i wasn’t looking. Distracted by the girl’s beauty.
I’ve got a big decision to make: When (exactly) am i diving into my future? It’s going to be something. I’m an optimist. I tend to think that it’s all going to be super...
That Wedding Proposal Video On Tumblr's Front Page
jealous. that’s such an amazing idea.
Give My Regards To My "Friends"
Lord knows i’ve tried.
“Did you really just shit on me? (after i farted on her)”
– Kelsey Rose Koontz
“Oprah needs to shut her fat ass mouth”
– Kelsey Rose Koontz
“It smells like if Shamu wore shirts”
– Kelsey Rose Koontz
"Friends"
A true friend is there for you any time, every time. That is my philosophy. No matter where they are, no matter where you are. No matter what you’re doing, no matter what, you are there. Tonight i got into some shit. It pissed me off. Got cheap shot by some fucking idiot and his friend spit on me. No one but Azn Josh hit me up about it. Not one of you. I find that to be complete bullshit. I...
“Don’t make somebody a priority if they only make you an option.”
– Unknown (via aundge) (via missnikki22)
“… and I was like “Fuck that! I’m not your fucking boyfriend. I’m fucking Jamie!”
– Jamie, on love. (via krownz)
Bad Son
Just realized im a bad son. A terrible brother. A failure in my family’s eyes and im doing nothing about it. Still chasing my own selfish desires and dreams. God please save me.
Track 10: With All The Right Intentions
It’s been another week of me being here in lovely Chandler, AZ. Days become things of the past quick and nights last forever. It’s sad to say that this week, i’ve made some of my worst mistakes. I’ve jeopardized a beautiful thing, but i will say, it’s not entirely my fault, just most of it. I am insecure, lonely, deprived, awkward, ugly being. It is not purposely that...
Exactly My Thoughts
anthonyquiroz:
If I could somehow make you mine…
Dumb
Such a perfect day thrown away for smoking.