October 2009
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Track 09: The King Of Wishful Thinking
I am a simple kind of guy. Little things make me smile. Little things bring me down. The fact that these “little things” are so “little” that they shouldn’t even be a problem is exactly why they piss me off.
Today started out as a good day. Woke up early, got far into All The Way, and received some packages from a school i’m interested in. I had an awesome...
Call It What You Want
sometimes i get bummed about getting less attention (sitting next to her) than guys 3 hours away. just saying.
Track 08: Brick By Brick
Recently i’ve been thinking about where i want to head in my life. I see a lot of potential in my friends and myself yet none of us are using any of our talents to better our situations. We’re all poor, we’re all in debt. I am tired of it. I want to be somebody. Not just anybody either. I’ll make my mark in this world and i’ll make my mark in yours.
I want to go back...
Fuck that Shit
Kelsey just called me to say my blog is stupid. She hasnt talked to me since Sunday, but she was able to call and say that and nothing but that sounding like she’d been drinking. Nice way to keep the night alive right?
Track 07: At Least I'm Known For Something
during the past week or so i’ve been in the stupidest argument of my life. But, i just realized that this isn’t my fault. I’m not the one being an asshole or a dick or anything. This isn’t my fault. Sure, i could be more gentle, but i have reason to be mad.
See: i like this girl, love even, and im not going on dates, going to the movies, and worst of all, asking other...
Not Used To Flying Solo, Not Used To Feeling So...
I hope you’re happy without me
this is another stupid lullaby
another stupid dream
i swear if you could feel my pain
you’d open up your arms again
“If I can’t make myself feel better, how can I expect anyone else to give a...”
– Bright Eyes - If Winter Ends
From The Bottom Of My Heart
Fuck you.
Track 06: I'm Afraid Of Losing You
alright. I have a “best friend” who i totally fell in love with. I have been there for her WAY more than any other of her friends have cared to be there for her and i’ve only known her for almost a year. So, not even one and proven time and fucking time again just how much i truly care for you on both levels, friendship and love.
Now, i absolutely fucking adore this girl to...
“You’re the antidote and the disease.”
– Me
“i hope you choke tonight on the words you tried so hard to hide”
Track 05: Ace One, Scene Two
—Part II of Track 05—
The ride to El Centro, CA was really fun. We enjoyed different sounds from my favorite album (Brand New-Your Favorite Weapon) and my currently most listened to album A Rocket To The Moon’s “On Your Side.” For the most part they just played in the background to allow Mark, Josie, and I to have an audible and easy conversation. My mom seemed...
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Track 05: Ace One, Scene One
First off, Im off schedule. This blog is about yesterday, October 12th.
The day started at 11. An early start considering I’d only gone to bed 5 hours ago. Haha. At least I’m trying to fix my sleeping schedule right? Anyway, I woke up and played some Grand Theft Auto IV. This game is too fun, honestly. I thank my buddy @Krownz for letting me borrow that cause otherwise I’d be...
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i felt like writing
three sixteen A.M. again
my new trend:
awake and thinking
insomnia once again has become
my only friend
awake and sinking
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Track 04: A Strange Conversation
—Track 03 is only on the special edition director’s cut. Sorry.—
I came back to Indio, CA last night (morning) at 3am. I honestly missed it. I missed my friends. I fucking hated leaving Kelsey though. We were in the middle of a good (terrible) conversation about how i know im not good enough for her but im supposedly wrong.
The night before that i was a “giant...
Track 02: Im a sap
Im a sucker and it shows
- details on xjamiex.tumblr.com (Episode 004)
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Track 01: The Story So Far
My name is Carlos Puente Jr. I’m 20 years old and live in Indio, CA. I’ve been here for the past 6 years of my life. I was born in El Centro, CA. Moved to Mexicali when i was like 9. Then to Heber, CA, and now im here.
My favorite things to do are watch movies, play videogames, and anything with music + friends. If you know me, you know that friends are a huge part of my life. Our...